Because thinking too much usually leads to depression. So I will make it quick…
Tonight I’m going to [attemp] to go to Kingdom Hall. I wonder if I’ll be able to sit through the whole 1:45 hour of self-absorbed, self-centered, biased, holier-than-though christian GARBAGE. Why would a non-christian like myself do this, you might ask? Because I miss my holy-roller parents and one friend. They have been brainwashed by the Watchtower society into believing that unless I go to their precious Kingdom Hall, we’re all going to be destroyed during the impending Apocalypse. I figure that I will review the dieties and the meaning of Litha while I’m there. If the witches could do it during Inquisition, I guess I can too?
Monday night I hurt my beloved Reiken; not on purpose, not to give ultimatums. I just felt like I had hit a wall and saw no way around it. Fortunately for me, the man is an Angel and we’re trying to work it through. The upside to all this is that I finally was able to get the toxic issues OUT of my system and out on the table, and feel a lot better. I’m not saying that everything is on a magical fix, but it’s a start.
I wish my period would start already, so I can stop being such a nut job. Well, at least be LESS of a nut job than my usual nutty self.