It still seems that my main motivator continues to be to make money
A frugal princess is still a princess
I want to be frugal, I really do. But damn it I have expensive taste!!
Anything to avoid a fight. It gets harder to do.
It’s true. Even of Independent Women. Of course, one should never generalize. But I find that maybe deep down, it is true, what my therapist once said: “All girls want to be Daddy’s girl. They all want to be princesses”. To be cherished and spoiled. I want to be a princess, and a queen….
My estranged family doesn’t know that I spy on them on Facebook. I miss their crazy asses.
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Waking up at 8:30am Sunday morning to find my 8-year old son quietly sitting on the floor of his room, building paper airplanes out of colorful paper. His long and shaggy hair in his eyes, me miró de reojo - saw me out of the corner of his eye- glanced up sideways in that unique way of his, and gently smiled a tiny little smile….
And while we're at it...
FUCK Facebook. It is more a source of problems, drama and aggravation than anything else. There are far more useful and beneficial ways of communicating with those you care about. Which, in my case, are far and few in between. Because no matter what anyone says…. family is family, and those outside of it don’t matter.* *Unless you’re one of Jehovah’s Witnesses, in which...
I think I’m going to quit my new job. Reiken, can you support me while I go to school? Now, THAT’s what I would call an investment in a relationship.
where is my Domina Alter Ego??
I finally started the new job I waited for for nearly a month. At my last job I wasn’t afraid to kick anyone’s ass. WHy am I so soft all of a sudden? Is it because I’m jaded and tired? OR is it because the office culture is so different that I am in shock? Is it because I realize that I don’t know a good half of what I’m supposed to be doing and I’m too old now...
In spite of all the beautiful and inspiring things I just posted… I think I give up. The loneliness, or rather the feeling of being cast aside and away and of being completely alone, are unbearable. Even with a wonderful husband 2 kids a dog and a cat… the hurt of family ties severed and lost doesn’t seem like it’s going to go away, even after four years (though its only...