mars 2011
47 billets
Bitch
A few weeks ago, my boss told me that I needed to be nicer. And so I was nicer. And I’ve had more problems ever since.
Therefore, fuck you, dear boss: I’m convinced that the nicer I am, the easier it is for people to treat me like shit. So fuck that! Welcome back, Bitch Me. I’ve missed you.
time is a tricky thing.: it's just that.... →
femmefatalist:
…some day all this will be over. i realized that. someday i’d spend my hours remembering the somedays that had gone before. i had gotten used to loafing around, thinking of all the things i was going to get around to doing but then they caught up on me. they wrapped themselves around me with…
Sometimes I really wonder if something is wrong with me. Or is it just that I graduated high school more than 15 years ago but it feels like I’m back… Work feels just like high school. This sucks.
“Whenever anyone has called me a bitch, I have taken it as a compliment. To me, a...”
– Margaret Cho in the foreword of BITCHfest (via gracededieu)
Margaret Cho is my spirit animal. Bow down.
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Dirty house
I really hate having a messy house. But with three boys, it’s really just inevitable…
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“As a society, we encourage girls and women to be emotionally accessible, and in...”
– Tori Amos (via meetmeinparis-)
So true.
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Alone
Little dust particle floating completely alone in this great wide universe, won’t you find a resting place…
The only demons in life are people who try to...
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I was nicer when I was broke
It sucked, but I was able to see more good than bad.
Sweetest
Sitting on the couch reading a book whole my little boy drew pictures in his art book, I paused when the cool breeze coming in from the window behind us caressed our necks. I glanced over to him, little wet feather hair on his little onion head, and I felt so glad to be home.
Misbehaving
I went to church still drunk, made fun of the speaker, was falling asleep during meditation, and laughed during the hymns.
And so then it all boils down to 2 things
After some soul searching and a deep analysis on my current state of affairs, I’ve decided that I am, in fact, pretty damn healthy. My red-wine-meat-cheese-dark-chocolate diet really is actually good for me. I climb several flights of stairs several times a day and I’m starting yoga again.
The problem boils down to the fact that I work too far from my home, which cuts down the amount...
“Everything good is costly, and the development of the personality is one of the...”
– Sheldon B. Kopp (via her-rabbits)
femmefatalist a demandé : It took me awhile to figure out tumblr messages too, haha. It posts everything you respond to, which can be interesting, lol. That’s why I said drop me an email if you like. :)
I'm in Canada, yes, Toronto. I use to travel to Florida all the time (Miami) because my cousins have lived there for years. Life has been hectic though, so I haven't been there in awhile. I love the...
I'm in Canada, yes, Toronto. I use to travel to Florida all the time (Miami) because my cousins have lived there for years. Life has been hectic though, so I haven't been there in awhile. I love the...
Wrong place, wrong time
Drowning……..
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Bicycle
My son inherited a bicycle that is a tad too big for him. Reiken refused to let him ride it so he wouldn’t hurt himself. I refused too, until he said “Mom, can I at least try?”. How am I going to say no to that?
So I let him try and ride the bike. And wouldn’t you know it, he nailed it! Little fucker was racing rhe other kids up an down the street like he’d been on...
Abuela
I spoke with my grandma this morning. I really miss her. I really miss my mom and my dad, and my brother, and some of my friends. I even miss my dolt of a sister.
How do I tell her that I don’t pray- but I do meditate. I don’t read the daily bible text- but that I might read the daily horoscope. I dont go to the Kingdom Hall- but I find spiritual healing in a. Metaphysical church. I...
femmefatalist a demandé : Hi there!
I'm so glad you added me. I was typing in random search tags one day on here, and I typed in "Jehovah's Witnesses" and your blog came up. So many of the things you've written and felt have made me tear up, because I know the feeling. I'm not df'd but I left "the truth" a few years ago....I would be df'd but I never gave...
I'm so glad you added me. I was typing in random search tags one day on here, and I typed in "Jehovah's Witnesses" and your blog came up. So many of the things you've written and felt have made me tear up, because I know the feeling. I'm not df'd but I left "the truth" a few years ago....I would be df'd but I never gave...
My feet are killing me
Because I insist on wearing high heels to work every day. Now, I do work in an office, so it’s not like I’m standing up all day. HOWEVER. I do not know if it’s due to my age (ripe old age of thirty-three), or if I just walk heavy (and our office has concrete floors), but these high heels are killing me. My arches hurt. The top of my arches hurt. My knees are sore. My toes feel...
femmefatalist:
“Just because you’re blood doesn’t make you family. You gotta earn that.”
- Dean Winchester
“The most important thing in life is to stop saying ‘I wish’ and start saying ‘I...”
– David Copperfield, Charles Dickens (via fuckyeahliteraryquotes)
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lanouvelleorleans:
I need to walk these streets again as an adult. Take me back…
Sandwiches
I am grateful for my lunch. And I am grateful for my loving husband. But sandwiches and salad for lunch make me kinda sad. :(
Disgracing the China Box
We disgraced the China Box last night. I thought about Wilbur, the pig that we sacrificed for Thanksgiving, and then the bigger pig that we sacrificed for Christmas- I forget her name.
Anyway, I thought of the guts and the blood and the fact that just a few months ago, there was a pig roasting inside the box I was laying on. I thought about burning Reiken with my cigarette, but I didn’t think he...
Apparently, I have some suppressed anger.
A lot of anger, actually.
And it all seems to be escaping out of a forced vent, the kind of fissure that occurs when too much pressure builds up inside the core of a great mass.
And what’s worse, I am become more and more unable - more so, UNWILLING- to control it. Like I really don’t even want to try real hard. As if I really WANT to be...
