octobre 2010
13 billets
You need to know, my love, that I am not the same person you met almost 2 years ago.
I may be forgetting how to love.
Icy, again
Don’t breathe an don’t feel. Did I finally lose my heart?
Independent Woman
That cheesy song by Destiny’s Child should be my theme song. Hell, is IS my theme song. I will not be the negative outside influence. I buy my own diamonds and my own rings (ev
Free
Free to feel
Free to be
Free from guilt
But what is the price
Not free from pain
Motivation
What do you do when there is simply no more motivation left and nowhere left to pull it from.
Damaged
Trust and innocence gone. Trying not to be bitter but it’s not always easy.
Betrayal
“The only people you can really count on is your family”, my mother used to tell me.
She was wrong. She lied. I learned that she often lies to get what she wants. I remember the utter shock I felt when I realized this fact about my beloved mother, when I was 27- that she actually LIED!. Yes, it took me that long to realize it, because I didn’t want to see it.
Now my familiy...
Religions and cults
Any religion can become a cult.
Rather, any belief system can become a cult.
As long as a group of people are willing to believe that there can only be ONE leader (THEIR leader), and that this leader is infallible because they are the direct instrument of God, there is a cult.
If a person allows their everyday life to be controlled by their leader’s opinions, despite their own better...
I feel restless
Too many things on my mind.
Family reunion
I thought for sure I had to be mistaken. I mean, it was bad enough that my parents didn’t bother to tell me that they were visiting Fort Lauderdale. Hurtful enough that I knee they had a family reunion with my bother, my sister and both of their respective families. But having my EX there hanging out with them too was just a slap in the face. So I thought maybe I had that part wrong. I did...
Most prized odd ingredients in my pantry
Cardamom pods… Cloves… Nutmeg… Allspice… Anchovies… Black Truffle Oil… Sea Salt (not so odd, really)… Star anise… Chai Tea…
Menu for the week
Lidia’s bolognese from Abruzzo (with many thanks to Turbo Tony) Pseudo-Beef Stroganoff with egg noodles Cajun Catfish filets with veggies Roast calabaza cream soup Turbo Tony’s Famous Homemade Vegetarian Spaghetti Sauce
Spiced plums with ice cream Rotten Fuille cheese from France with crackers Pistachio Halvah from Whole Foods
AND
Fresh fruit
Witches
I wonder if I found myself in front of a Catholic or other Christian group, would I start to sizzle and melt?
