mai 2013
14 billets
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Don't you know
That I like to keep very busy because being busy helps keep my depression at bay?
And no, I don’t want to cook. Especially when we have to wash ALL of the pots and pans in the utility sink in the garage.
The house is dirty- yes, but everyone leaves their shit everywhere, don’t they? I cannot tell you how many misplaced sandals I stumble upon or how many...
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Counselor
I started working as a sort of counselor with a little boy today.
I worked toward this for a few months.
I thought long and hard about the commitment, always with the thought that I HAD to commit if I was going to do this, because I didn’t want to disappoint a child if I couldn’t follow through.
I thought of protecting whatever kid I ended up working with.
I forgot to protect...
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MY son hates me and I hate him despite how much i love him He said he’s nice to people who are nice to him. He said it in a mean way. He said his dad is nice, never hits him and lets him play video games. Oh and sleeps with him. His dad has done great damage to my son. But the fact is, my son has hated me since he was 2. He said he was going to kill me. He would yell and me and slam his...
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avril 2013
26 billets
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corazown a demandé : Are you the artist or the mechanic? :D
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The Cave Man(ifesto) | Three New Leaves →
I don’t think we are necessarily worse off than our ancestors. Back in the day, any common infection would kill a baby, people croaked at age 50, and horrible crimes have been committed since times unknown. There has always been war and famine- we just didn’t have Twitter or Facebook to let the whole world know.
What I DO know, is that for all the advances, we are certainly no better...
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Going full circle and a win
Flashback to five years ago when I was having to leave the house with kid in tow because the other half of the equation couldn’t handle the noise (or, the distraction). Come rain or shine or snow or flu.
And, you win. Wretched Watchtower, you win! You have taken my family away from me and forced me to come back to your evil claws. If I don’t, I will miss out on family. Nieces....
Oh the mistakes we make in life due to poor decisions…
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Sadness
Over so much suffering all around… i know it’s always there and it has always been there but it still hurts my oversensitive soul.
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fastsleeper:
Please don’t make something out of nothing, Tired + tired+plus drinks = something out of nothing. Let’s get some rest.
Sorry.
It was a productive weekend but even though I say I don’t care, Te truth is that I do care and wish that j didn’t.
It’s interesting to hear people’s prejudices.
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More often than not: I hate myself.
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Love/Hate Relationship
Despite my best efforts to fail at Paleo, I cannot seem to be able to go back to full-fledged grain/dairy eating. This does NOT mean that I subscribe to the full-paleo school of thought, as I have my own interpretation of what is good sustenance for me and what isn’t; but rather that within those guidelines (my own) I am not going for Paleo’s definition of 100% eating. But I am eating...
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My Paleo Journal.
March 24, Day 0 - This sounds interesting. Mostly meat, oil & fat, fruit, and no sugar? Ok, I can do this. But wait…. NO grains and NO dairy… Uh I think I’m going to be sick. BUT, someone said it helps with acne, so, I’m willing to give it a go.
March 25, Day 1 - Off to a shaky start because of my leftover lunch being pasta and yogurt. It’s ok. Slow and steady...
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mars 2013
31 billets
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Someone might tell you - and they probably do believe it - that they’ll always have your back. But that’s just not true.
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Vegetables
Dear Vegetable,
I hate you. You hurt me. You don’t make me feel good. You make my tummy all distended and my guts all achey. I don’t think I want to look at you again, not for a very long time.
Sincerely, The Dairy Queen p.s. My skin does look a lot better. But I still hate you.
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Are you willing to read just one of my posts?:... →
thewatchtowerispropaganda:
Please read through this, and notice the words I put in bold. (all quotes from Watchtower April 15, 2008 pages 3-7)
“Another example of valueless words is found among the religious leaders of Christendom. Those claim to speak in God’s name, but most of their utterances are not based on the…
That last paragraph ties in a beautifully and ironically with the...
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Paleo question
I’ve been doing Paleo for 4 days. And I am. Ridiculously. Bloated. And this has happened in the past, every time I’ve increased my vegetable intake. It’s almost as if my body is has a vegetable intolerance. WTF? Does anyone else go through this??? Pain, stabbing feeling in my gut. I haven’t had grains and very little dairy. What gives…?
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The two dads in the car I’m riding in kept talking to their daughters. Phone. Text. Proud announcement of todays achievements. Softball. Cello concerto. Hi honey. I love you.
Yes I’m jealous and now I’m acutely aware of why I have Daddy issues!!!
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I know that everything happens for a reason and I would have never grown as a person or even as an adult if I had stayed.
But still… I’m fucking angry. I really mean I’m fucking angry.
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i was doing better about him leaving until his dad...
